was cleaning up and came across something i wrote a couple of years ago...
i'm trying to search my heart for the things i've been
trying to make sense out of them it seems
caught in two places
one rough road
giving up things not meant for my soul
once fighting to hold on
knowin' i should let go
then left wondering, questioning, longing for more
complexities, moments, pleasures and pain
there my mind goes again and again
not wanting to think, not wanting to ride
playing a mind bending game
regretting severed ties
the past painting its picture
i don't want to see
but i look to my rear view mirror
and history's staring right back at me
help me Jesus
i don't want to be
thinking that right choices got the best of me
coz with You Jesus
i know my future's true
but my mind God my mind
i'm having a hard time committing to You
one verse at a time
one prayer
one saint
God help me become
the things i ain't
Life Love and Other Mysteries............
Saturday, January 16
My thoughts on life love and other Mysteries.......
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