Uncertainty and Faith
Well...
Bless God I got admitted to Queens, you know all things seemed to be against me with timelines missed and everything.
Then I had a fee problem which God promptly resolved within my timeline so fees are sorted. I needed a ticket to Montreal and vwala. I needed to have my medical done and vwala under duress it was done.
I mean God seems to be opening all doors and delaying with the study permit. I have asked Gods' favour on the application and i know its done. I've also asked for peace if God is involved and I have loads of peace. Yesterday I resorted to asking God to cause me to panic severly if indeed he was not involved in the bigger picture. Instead I felt more peace than I previously had. But there is a war in my mind. Wondering if I have simply gone mad. I mean a normal person should have given up the minute she didn't get funding from her family or the minute the High Commission
didn't write or call.
Well I'm not giving up and sometimes I wonder if i should. Should I?
When does faith stop making sense?
When should you cut your losses and run?
