Is this all
Will my christian life remain this circle.
Will I forever find some form of shortcoming in my personality and witness. Will I always end up discovering I have been doing wrong after I had thought it was right? Will I never get it right?
I lay in bed at night and realize that though I have come quite a distance, I still have a way to go. I have great times with God, I still find I have many shortcommings.Though it makes God's grace that much more amazing, the highlighting of my faults is sometimes a bitter pill.
What would be better is Knowing it was wrong so that i wouldn't do it instead of doing the wrong thing just to find myself in the apology stage.
Oh well. Maybe perfection is not possible but really is this all there is???
