..OR NOT L.I.F.E
Well I guess I hadn't really given up. But i wanted to so badly I had to publish it somewhere and make it a possible goal. I really really wanted to say to hell with this drama. And when I did I felt like a liar, but I didn't care. I have been pushed to the limit.
Eventually I have missed a whole week of school so decided to take the defferal option. Its really wierd being so happy about all this drama but its kinda nice also.
Thanks MEL for being so wonderful and God for not striking my dwon with Lighteing. But I've grown. No doubt about it.
Let God take care of you
I gave up
I think maybe I had it coming but for the first time in a loooong time I have given up. Just thrown my hands up. I don't htink I'm made for this faith walk anymore.
But I'll let God take care of me as usual he's done a pretty good Job so far but I just can't do this thing anymore
The Miracle Phase...Other Mysteries
SO I took alook at life a little and decided that I am quite happy not to be in control of anything anymore. Just let life be essentially because the more I try to control everything the worse I worry and the more stressed I become.. So. ive let go and let God, except in my dreams where I am constantly seeing myself in school working away on some project or other and laughing with my team mates,,, then the battle starts in my dreams and my mind. But throughout the day I think I"m pretty good.
LATER...
let God take care of you
