Realisations On Life
I read through this blog the other day and realised that the blogs vary according the spiritual input in my life. The times I'm in a low/undecided state are the times when I 'm not spending enough time in the word and with God. Like the most recesnt post where I open up about my doubts was written at a time when I had been in a state of spiritual drought so to speak for a while. I was just recovering from it and the more time I spent in the word the greater the conviction to see my heart and realize I needed change. In fact ever since the las week of 2004 no matter where I look the word to me has been abolish any compromise. So I guess it is a season of change i"m coming into. Thanks Mel for your encouraging words. I know all you said is true. Truth is its more of a Dilemma between the three persons who make me up. Spirit soul and body. let me give you a picture,
SPIRIT = THIS IS WRONG DON"T DO IT
SOUL = THIS WILL FEEL GOOD MAKE YOU HAPPY BESIDES YOU KNOW HE'S
GOOD FOR YOU
BODY = WHAT WILL EVERYONE THINK DON'T DO IT
So this helps me realise I still have a way to go. ALthough my flesh is not willing to associate itself with sin, It is for all the WRONG reason PRIDE. So I still need discipline and death of flesh and soul. SO I'm thanksful because just as promised God didn't leave me when I was weak but showed me my faults and gave me the courage to face them. Isn't his grace amazing. This just reminds me of a certain song that speaks of my heart so well...
YOU DON'T MISS A THING - Jaci Velasquez (my fav christian artist)
You know my motives
You know my heart
No matter what I’m doin’
You see my secrets
Right through the dark
Who do I think I’m foolin’?
You watch me runnin’
You let me hide
’cause you know where I’m goin’...to
Seeking me
Reaching me
Keeping me in your care, lord
I can’t escape it
You don’t miss a thing I do
You see every move I make
But you know everything I need
You don’t let a care get by you
You don’t miss a thing, do you?
When my heart’s broken
You dry my tears
’cause you know what I’m feelin’
When I am frozen
You melt my fears
Your gentle love is healing
You feed my hunger
You quench my thirst
’cause you are my provider
Leading me
Teaching me
Keeping me in your care, lord
I can’t escape it
You don’t miss a thing I do
You see every move I make
You know everything I need
You don’t let a dare get by you
You hear every word I say
I will never go unnoticed
’cause you don’t miss a thing, do you?
You don’t miss a thing...no, no, no..
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