what i really am thinking
well, being in a new environment can be one of the best or worst experiences. in my case, i still feel like i'm not "with it" yet. frankly, i feel like i just don't fit in. i try to, but sometimes it all seems to fake and superficial. and then when i do my own thing i feel like the most antisocial thing. i miss all my old friends and making new ones appears to be harder than i thought. i'm wondering if there's something wrong with me. i step out of my comfort zone but it feels like i just don't share the same humor as everyone else...or whatever...whatever "it" i seem to be lacking. maybe it takes time. but everyone else is laughing and having their thing going on and i'm not...i want to say it pretty much sucks...but then again maybe i've been thinking a lot today.
still...i wish this could change...or God would show me how to make friends...
i don't know..
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It will slowly happen. . . making new friends, finding new places to hang out. . . remember we've all experienced this to some degree.
thanks for your comment...
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